My dearest!
The love I feel for you crosses the borders of the world, climbs to the stars, kisses the moon, touches the sun, flies over every planet. What is inside me now is called a Miracle. I want to help you find yourself. How I would love for you to be here beside me, to hold me tight, and for me to surrender completely into your arms. We would mock the stars because they shine so little compared to us. I want to lay my head on your chest and listen to the most magical music made by your heart.
And then I will love you endlessly.
Endlessly!—how I adore this word! To sway beneath the full moon. To make wishes to the sky. To discover our names written in the stars, because they truly are! Now I imagine you effortlessly, because a shining curtain has blinded my eyes, and I love you so much that all the water in the galaxy could not compare to the blood of my body, so in love with you. Now nothing frightens me, because I know that somewhere I have you, and if I search for you fiercely, in a little while I will have you right in front of me. God, what a miracle! You and I face to face! Your breath that makes my body tremble. Then I will take your hand and place it over my heart. I will ask you, “What is it saying?” Your answer will be:
“It says that the one it loves madly is right beside it, and that now he will never want to be parted from it again.”
Now I will spend my whole life with him, knowing that love will always be between us. Then I will throw myself into your arms and hug you so much that the sky will grow jealous. It will gather clouds, then lightning, rain, hail, snow, and we will never be parted again. Then it will try with kindness. It will bring out the warmest sun the world has ever seen. The temperature will be 1000 degrees Celsius. Holding hands, we will rush into the sea. Our bodies will get wet and shine. My hand will glide over your cheeks, over your lips, over your eyes, over your eyebrows and hair... I will caress you with the most heartfelt longing!
Then our lips will meet underwater, under the sea, under the sand! We will kiss at the center of the earth. There where true love springs. When we open our eyes, the world will have turned into paradise. Every evening and morning, our hands will be clasped, because we have become prisoners of our own hearts. Everyone will admire our love. We will climb mountains and sail oceans, we will cross the world from one end to the other. Knowing that we will be in each other’s arms, and both of us in the arms of love, and love in the arms of angels, and the angels in the arms of paradise, and paradise will be our very own arms!
We will spend sleepless nights or dozing, on sea shores or beneath the starry sky. It will be just us, lost in one another. We will say I love you endlessly. In our arms under the moonlight, we will recite poetry with a voice full of love. And we will kiss again and again, we will sing the songs of spring birds. Our home will be on the top floor of the world. As close to the sky as possible, in each other’s arms, the stars will lull us to sleep. Our hearts will quietly beat twice as fast as the hands of a clock. I will dream of you. On every page of my heart, your name will be carved.
We will sleep together and wake up together with the sun, we will accompany its rising by the sea, we will feed only on kisses and embraces. I the Moon and you Venus, we will be together forever as long as we feel this love. If our life were to pass like this, I would swear I had lived 1000 lives. Every second beside you becomes a century. Every heartbeat becomes a star, and every star has heard how much I love you and how many kisses I have sent you with the wind. With the rain, with every bird...
My love for you, my M******, is truer and more sacred than my own life. I will remain faithful until the last beat of this heart in love with you. On evenings like this, the night will go deaf and lose its mind from our I Love Yous. The sun will grow so hot from our passionate kisses that it will rise twice a day. The world will be ours alone, just as we belong to each other.
And to have all these miracles, my love, we must fight the absence and the longing, and do so by thinking of the moments we will have together. Ah, when we are together we will live 1000 lives in eternity!
One day we will have everything—heart, soul, star, love, sun of my life. Live thinking of the time when we will be together!
I love you so, so, so much, as much as the entire Universe.
