Was it laughing at me? Silence secretly defies me!My soul is tightly clenched, as if death were slowly drawing near!
This feeling makes me shiver, it feels as if I’ve lived it before!This time is not passing, and to me it feels so old!
I marvel at how days seem like centuries, while months go by!So many pass, and some things never tire of being remembered!
While a year ago today I described the dream where I searched for you,today I am the same, but writing down the little that remains of you!!
I am left with only half a heart, burned and turned to ash...for even my memories were taken, dissolved by forgotten places!
Ah! The place where you first cast your gaze upon me,hid so many emotions waiting to explode!
With nostalgia I look at those places where we used to meet,the wind brings me the words when we declared our love to one another...
I long for the warm dream from which I awoke...I am afraid in the reality I have grown used to!!
Once... the cold morning mists warmed my heart!Hope fed my soul, I swam in reveries!
The sunbeams traveled endlessly through space!A golden glow dominated the light of my eyes!
Though this soul still calls and calls,your image hears it and still pierces sweetly like an arrow!
In the most frightening feeling when your scent touches me,lightning ignites a flame, the ocean violently slips away!
A memory that returns as a rerun only for the soul...so desolate, it cowers like a secret confessed to a priest!
I want to go mad, so I cannot bear to think,that so many months have passed and my wound is still learning to babble!
Not even the slightest change appeared,a wretched, exhausted communism rules!
Huddled beneath the tears, my foolish hope groans—with no destinationLeft tasteless in search of the spice that poisons—unnamed, it tempts the heart!
Tell me, what are you that draws me so much?!Tell me, what is that magic that captures me so powerfully?!
An unbreakable illusion, what am I running after?!After the shadow of the soul that seeks God!
But does the soul dissolve in the scorching ice?!Perhaps when the sun imprisons its rays!
Tell me, am I absolutely forced to have immunity?!To fight in this battle so the pain won't consume me?!
For I want you close, entwined within every moment,to feel the gaze that steals my strength... but you, do not listen!
I want to imprison the diamond's light within my heart,to feel how we grow drunk deep in our souls... but you, do not look!
Don't... please don't plunge me into the sea,because I cannot learn to swim and then I will completely drown!
For I fear the soul's silence when darkness embraces me,for the longing for you loses all reason and chases after memories!
I fear the voice inside me that calls out,so sorrowful, speaking your name without pause!!
I am afraid when something beautiful happens,lest loneliness unwittingly reveals itself!!
