Oh God!Have I truly lost the chanceFor this earthly life?Must I hope for the one beyond?

You had coaxed me with biblical psalmsYou made morality my skin. What for?

This life, short for joy—a starvationEndlessly, a long rope, a ropeOf suffering—of troubles, hatreds, wars

And so, GodI can take no more,I am doubtful of finding you,To live or not to live today,To wait or not to wait for tomorrow.