A hand with five fingersthat once existed ..broke away, like it or not,took the journey for the only chance..it cannot make me happy ..!nor even a little calm.....my face has grown dark ,my eyes have gone blind ...I cannot find the words..!to write the verse ..how can I stop the tears ..when longing overcomes me..could it be that for years ...!!we will be far, far apart ...this rainy midnight ...batters me with memories ..swirling all around me ..are thousands of words,I want you to remove me ..from the album of memory..I have survived..with that one fear...!!do not be surprised one day..!!if we meet face to face..!I will not bow my head...for I am who I am..!!life has taught me ..to defy in adversity ..!I have a generous heart ..I have faith in myself ..I stand firm in the storm ..now that I know the secret ..no one can change me ...!if you invite me for peace..?you will have me there..!the problem is..?that in this chaos of life..we have stopped listening..listen to the beating heart..listen to the thoughts of abandonment ..and take a deep breath...do not tear the nail from the flesh..!!you will feel the pain ..!the poor heart cannot forgive you...the tears I have shed..have still not dried...