Even if I tell you to go!...If I am an upended dream,if I am icy snow,if I am a beast of nature,lava like a mad river,a dry wind that slams into your face...Even if my anger is great!...I!... Tell you to go!..It is my fierceness breaking down,the fierceness of a wounded woman,and ultimately hurt in love,but above all broken in pride...Even then when I go mad!..Even when I rebel!...Even when I burden you and lash out...Everything I do - I do not do!...What I say - I do not say!...I do it all precisely because I love you!...Even though I unleash my pain on YOU!...I still tell you to go!...But YOU, dooon't go!...